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I... [17 Apr 2006|11:38am]
[ mood | distressed ]

...Albel was reported...attacked...perhaps even fatally so...I'm worried. I'm lonely. The answers I thought I had before don't add up anymore.

He says I'm not worth his time, but then why does he talk to me...?

[Private:: Fairly Hackable XD poor baby is distraught] )

2 offered their help fight for the cause?

Enough! [11 Apr 2006|09:25am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

This is beyond unacceptable. A chance meeting with the "leader" of those dark forces working against all point of sane and knowledgeable understanding of what the hell their causes will lead the universe to...this is enough for me! I understand the danger of going forth outnumbered, but I will not let that hinder my progress.

All of you! This is no longer about pity squabbles, about naming one side good and one side bad. Ansem is gathering a group of our greatest adversaries, and is threatening everything! If you have something to protect, then say so now, and put aside everything else, because we don't have time for that. What goals do those of the other side have? What fabulous images do they stick in your heads? How shallow are their reasonings?! For Darkness! Is that what they tell you? What is the point of destroying everything? What could one person, what could one idiotic notion, tell you to attack what means so much to people? What has been lifetimes of hardship to grow!

Nothing There is no God damned thing that anyone could use to justify such SLAUGHTER!

Can't you see? Ansem, whoever the hell you are, you call us all childish, but with no reason! Your lack of a strong reason behind this, the lack of meaning to justify bringing down all that millions, no, billions and billions of beings with lives and homes and lovers to protect! With children!! It makes you weak. Maybe your fighters and numbers are greater, but without a strong reason, without the sheild cast from the need to protect, the bloodlust that the love for another will keep what army we have going! When you have something to protect, amazing things can happen.

When you're targetting something as big as the god damned universe, you better be sure that there's at least one thing in there that someone wants to protect, and there are a whole shitload of people with one thing, and before you know it you're overwhelmed. I have things to protect, way more than one in the whole universe. Alone, or in an army of millions, I will stand and fight for these things. With words, steel, guns, my genetically altered genes! My last breath will be spent protecting what I've built over the course of my whole life.

Hark! Whether it is to protect lovers, children, families, countries, planets, lifestyles, anything, I ask not for anyone to serve under one common leader, but under one common purpose! For now we need to think only of our common goals and become one great army! If you have someone, something you want to protect, say so now! There is no better time to act than the present! Gather together, and let us push out that which dares to threaten anything that ever did, and ever will exist! This is no petty matter! This is the matter of whether or not everything will be around tomorrow.

I say to you, all of you. What right does any one being have to give himself god-like status and decide the outcome of the entire universe? It is madness. Any of you that hold one ounce of worth and sanity should understand that this is madness. Say what you will about the cause, but take a moment to think of this; was there ever a thing you cared about so much that was taken away from you because of someone else? Or is there truly nothing worth striving to protect?

Even...even if...he no longer wishes for my presence...and...even if we do win and it would be pointless to return to him...I feel that...my life would be such a small price to pay, as long as...as long as he has many tomorrows, and the chance to...be happy...and smile again...even if he's not happy and smiling for me...

34 offered their help fight for the cause?

Are bubbles symbolic? [02 Apr 2006|11:12am]
[ mood | content ]

I've met Miss Yuna, and a few other people. I suppose I'm quite childish, as I only -hoped- that I would deal with good, kind people. There is supposedly a very nasty man about, and what I've seen from him, it's basically true. He believes that people are his play things! It reminds me uncannily of Luther in a way. I won't have history repeat itself.

There's also a cannibal about...? It's slightly frightening. I hope I don't end up in the same place as that fellow.

Also, I've pledged my alliance to Riku. Ranmaru and Yuna know him, so he must be good...I have things to protect. Even if they end up not going the route I'd like, that won't stop me from doing what I can to figure this out.

Unfortunately I'm facing a bit of a set-back, as I stumbled into one of those portals and need to regroup and find a new facility to work at. But I did find something that's gotten me to truly smile, and brang back that nostalgic feeling; bubbles. I have a small container, and I know it's lazy and idle behavior, but I like to sit here and blow them. In a way they remind me of something poetic and deep, but for now I feel only that young, easily aroused delight of a child. I wish I could share these feelings with Albel...

8 offered their help fight for the cause?

I feel something like deja vu... [21 Mar 2006|05:50pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Hasn't something like this happened before? Well, perhaps not exactly the same, but something similar. Luckily I know Earth well enough that I could find my way around, but it was still quite awkward. I could've sworn that I had been napping in an inn with Albel!

My first course of action has been to find Albel. I met a nice fellow by the name of Ranmaru on my way to the research facility to get set up there...and soon after I found the hot-headed swordsmen. He's very lucky that Mister Tsuzuki found him! I was worried sick...

Currently I'm going to try and figure out what exactly's going on. It isn't that bad, though...I'm sure I'll meet plenty more people.

v____v; unfortunately these old computers are so hard to use...

14 offered their help fight for the cause?

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